One time my friend ask me how are you doing? Are you happy? I absolutely felt happy and I am doing great were my answers. It's because I am always surrounded by friends, family and loved ones. Yet, one night at around 2am when everything became so silent and dark I realize I have been all alone this whole time and everyone of them were just mere illusion I created. I could still remember walking all by myself down the street. I could still remember myself hugging pillow tighter this time because there is no one to comfort me. In need I could find myself, me and I. Never did I find any of them whom I can share my happy moment. But not the sad one. Whom I could celebrate a exhilarating moment with yet, can't find when I am at my lowest point. At this time, I knew that m alone this whole time. Even so, m afraid of sharing the bitter truth.
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